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I can’t seem to find a happy medium in my life.  I’ve been going through quite a lot lately, and I started my blog to chronicle those kinds of things.  Yet here I am, barely posting more than a picture now and then.  I don’t know whether to quit entirely (I’ve been told recently that I tend to do that), make a commitment to post regularly, or continue as I am, just throwing something out there whenever I get a spare moment.  I’m going to have to think about it, when I have the time.  LOL!

So here’s the deal:  I’m honestly trying to make some changes.  I know, I’ve said that before.  I think it is to my credit that I keep trying, at least.  I refuse to just sit back and accept that I’m always going to fail.  I refuse to  give up on reaching at least a few of my impossibly high standards.  I know I am up for it.  I know I can do some of it.  I also know I can’t do all of it, and dang it that’s ok!

Things are going to get hairy around here very soon…for anyone out there who reads this and doesn’t already know, we are going to be adopting identical twin girls when they are born early this summer!  It is a very exciting thing, and also very intimidating.  I know my world is going to be rocked and so I want to make my changes now while I have the chance! 

Loving Father of mine, please guide me through all this.  You have put so much on my heart, so many things to work through and improve upon.  Please help me to do it.  Give me the strength, the patience, the joy.  Give me what I need, Lord.